The Reluctant Survivalist
A Short Story
by Fleataxi
Author's Note:
This is a short story based on real people. My best friend owns a auto repair facility in San Diego, CA. He's also a licensed motorcycle racer including Sidecar, and actually owns all the vehicles in the story. The only thing stock on the Bronco is the body and frame. Names have been changed to protect the innocent.
Fleataxi
The Reluctant Survivalist
A Short Story
by Fleataxi
Chapter 1 - A Rude Awakening
Steve Smith was working on a car at his shop near Marine Air Station Miramar in the northern quadrant of the City of San Diego. San Diego was a strange city as cities went, it had a classic downtown, then due to urban sprawl, the city limits ranged anywhere from 10-25 miles from downtown, then the County of San Diego, CA extended beyond that from the Mexican border to the Riverside County line, almost 80 miles to the north. From east to west, the city went from the beaches to Route 125 in places, and the County extended out East into the desert. Due to ridiculously high housing costs, Steve had to buy a house out in Warner Springs, and commute 60 miles 1-way to work. He was glad when he purchased his motorcycle, a 2001 Kawasaki ZRX-1200 retro-sport bike. He was an experienced rider and held numerous motorcycle racing licenses, and was capable of driving the bike at its maximum speed of over 170mph, but rarely drove much more than the speed limit, both because he was a careful rider, and the kind of speeds he was capable of riding at could get him thrown in Jail or worse. He’d had too many friends killed or injured to ride recklessly, but he was glad he had the skill to in case he ever needed to get home quick.
That afternoon, he got his chance to ride “like a Bat out of Hell” when he was working on a customer’s car and the lights went out. He thought it was another of California’s famous power outages, which were occurring so frequently that some people had installed a generator and a transfer switch so they could stay in business. When his lights didn’t come back on, Steve wondered “What the...” and tried to switch stations on his battery-powered radio, but it wasn’t working. When one of his mechanics said that a car that started a second ago wouldn’t start, it dawned on Steve that it might be EMP. If it was, it might be either a near miss, or the precursor to an all-out nuclear war. Either way, he didn’t want to be anywhere near Miramar, since it was a prime target. He yelled at his mechanics that the balloon had just gone up, and they should go home right now. They locked the doors on the way out in case this was a false alarm, but Steve knew better. None of the other vehicles would start, except for 1 older mechanic’s diesel truck, so everyone but Steve piled into it since they lived near each other and drove out. Steve took the Mylar cover off his bike, and saying a quick prayer, inserted the key, turned on the ignition, and started the bike. It rumbled to a start, and he said a quick prayer of Thanksgiving, gathered his emergency gear and ammo bag and stuffed it in his saddlebags while the bike warmed up. He filled the tank from a 5-gallon Jerry can of gasoline they kept at the shop, slipped on his shoulder holster carrying his Para Ord P-14 Limited and 2 spare mags in an off-side carrier, then put on his motorcycle racing leathers and helmet.
He pushed the bike out the door, and except for the idling motorcycle, it was strangely quiet. Normally there was traffic noise all up and down Miramar Road, which was a major North County thoroughfare. When he got to Miramar Road, he could see that his motorcycle was the only vehicle running except for a few commercial vehicles with diesel engines. Most of the people sat in their vehicles stunned, and seeing his opportunity to get the heck out of Dodge before things got bad he accelerated quickly to the fastest speed he could safely slalom through the stalled cars. Once he got clear, he climbed through the gears, and as the traffic thinned going east, he drove as fast as he dared. If this was Round 1 of a Nuclear attack, he had maybe 12 minutes to get out of Ground Zero, and he had burned up 3-4 minutes of precious time getting his head out of his ass and on the road. Miramar became Pomerado Road, then he turned onto Scripps-Poway Parkway which was a long steady climb until it joined State 67 to Ramona. He had to slow down again driving through downtown due to traffic accidents and the usual congestion. Once he was clear of the town and headed toward Santa Ysabel on State Route 78, he accelerated to more than 100 mph even with the windy roads. He knew these roads like the back of his hand, and the turns were heavily banked, and his only risk would be running into a stalled car. Since it was the middle of the week and early afternoon, it was a fairly safe chance to take, since if he didn’t get out of Ground Zero, he’d be dead in a matter of minutes anyway.
When he reached Santa Ysabel, he hung a hard left onto Route 79. He was less than 20 miles from home by now, and was hoping he would make it. He accelerated to the bike’s top speed, since it was a straight road he knew Route 79 would be totally deserted at this time of day. He was afraid to look down and check the speedometer, but guessed he was flying in excess of 150mph. If he hit anything at this speed, they would need a scraper and a sponge to clean up the accident site.
As he pulled into the driveway, he was facing west, and saw many bright flashes like flashbulbs. He started counting to himself, and when he got to “one thousand 250" he heard the booms, and then the earth shook. He knew by the difference between the light and the sound that someone had just nuked San Diego, which was almost exactly 50 miles to his west. The breeze was blowing from the west at 8 knots, so he had maybe 5 hours to find shelter before the fall-out hit. He knew wherever he went, he’d have to stay at least 10 days. He cursed himself for not digging the basement shelter sooner, then remembered an old mining tunnel out in the desert his friend Matt had showed him when they were out riding the dunes on their ATVs. Steve knew he couldn’t stay at his house, because in 5 hours the radiation levels from the fallout would be lethal. He remembered seeing 6 or 8 flashes, and several mushroom clouds from ground bursts, and knew that the radiation level would soon rise to more than 1,000 rads, which would be lethal to anyone not in a shelter with at least 6 feet of dirt or 8 inches of concrete overhead. He parked his bike, then started quickly packing his trailer.He debated which vehicle to hook up to his toy box trailer, his half-ton Ford Pickup, or his Ford Bronco. They were both gasoline motors, and in the end, he realized he might need the 4wd, so he tried to start the Bronco. When it wouldn’t start, he tried the truck. Neither would start despite the fact that he had converted them both to points and carburetors, which was legal because he lived outside California’s designated smog zones.
Steve really wanted to take the Bronco, so he pulled his spare starter out of the steel ammo can he stored it in for EMP resistance, and installed it in the Bronco. He got the starter running, but it still wouldn’t run, so he quickly replaced the alternator and distributor, which already had a set of points installed and the alignment marks set. He bumped his #1 cylinder to TDC and replaced the distributor, then the alternator. Finally he turned the key and it fired right up. He quickly finished loading the trailer and the Bronco with all the food and water it could carry, grabbed his clothing, camping gear, rifle, ammunition, cleaning and maintenance kit. Next he filled the trailer’s water tank and 4 5-gallon water containers and loaded 8 5-gallon Jerry cans full of fresh gasoline in the back of the trailer, then wheeled his motorcycle and his 500cc 2wd ATV up the ramp into the back and secured them. He left his house with an hour to spare and drove down S-2 to S-22, or what the locals called The Glass Elevator down into the desert and out to Borrego Springs, and to the abandoned mine. He drove his Bronco and trailer into the mine tunnel as far as he could and quickly unpacked then set up a camping site in a side tunnel that opened to a huge cavern. He hoped he was deep enough into the tunnel to stop any fall-out from getting in, and the side tunnel was a sharp right bend off the main tunnel so he should be OK. Looking at his watch. He wrote down the date and time, knowing he shouldn’t come out for 10-14 days to be safe. When he was finished making camp, he walked out to the mouth of the mine and his Geiger counter started clicking. He stopped before it reached his max value, and wrote the date, time and reading onto a stake, and drove it into the ground. He wanted to know how deep the radiation was penetrating the mine, and so far he was very safe, since he didn’t max out the Geiger counter until he was within 50 feet of the mine’s opening, and his vehicle was parked at least a quarter-mile down the tunnel. He’d check it again tomorrow, and meanwhile, he took out his dosimeter and clipped it to his shirt pocket to keep track of his total dosage. He spent the time reading, and taking readings of the radiation each morning. 10 days later, the radiation in the tunnel was back down to background levels, so he felt it was safe to go outside. He repacked his stuff, and drove into Borrego Springs.
He didn’t see a living soul, and finally spotted the gas station he and Matt had stopped at 6 months ago. He remembered the owner was in his basement fiddling with his generator since it wouldn’t work. Steve asked if he wanted some help, and he reluctantly agreed. Steve quickly diagnosed the problem, replaced the point set and set the gap, and the generator worked perfectly. The owner let Steve fill up his Bronco for free in appreciation. Steve knew the power was still out because he hadn’t seen a single light in town. He checked the pumps, and the power was out. He walked into the bay, and the body of the owner was slumped on the floor with a bullet hole in his head. There wasn’t anything Steve could do for him, so he ignored the body as best as possible, located the generator, and after several pulls, got it started. He climbed out, walked back to his Bronco and filled the tank and every other gas container he had, then shut off the pump. He walked back into the basement, and shut off the generator so no one could drain the tanks in case he needed a fill-up later. He remembered he had a water faucet out back, and connected his water filter and hose to the spigot, and filled his water tanks, then connected to the black water dump, and dumped his tank and flushed it out. Since he still had water pressure, he used the bathroom and washed up as best as possible. He took everything useful from the gas station, including what he assumed was an NFA Mossberg 500A shotgun, 5 boxes of 00 Federal Tactical Buck and 5 boxes of Tactical 1oz slugs. He realized that if he was caught with it in California, he’d be old and grey when he got out of prison.
He needed to make a decision to either go Northeast to his friend Bill’s house in NV, or go back home. He was frustrated because he couldn’t get any news due to the EMP taking out all the radio stations. He knew his house was so isolated that someone had to deliberately be looking for it to find him. The downside of that isolation was the nearest shopping was in Ramona, almost 40 miles away. He was pretty sure some people in Ramona would be left alive, since they were in a high mountain valley, and some people had basements or shelters. If they were at work like he was, they were probably dead unless they found a good temporary shelter, but enough people would have survived to make scavenging the grocery stores difficult to extremely dangerous.
He faced the same dilemma if he went into Nevada. He wasn’t sure what kind of reception he’d get, and even if Bill had survived. In the end, he realized he had water from an artesian well on his property and a 6-month supply of propane. All he needed was food, and defensive arms. He decided to drive back home. About 7 miles west of Borrego Springs, he spotted a woman with an infant hitchhiking. There was no cover around, so he was pretty sure it wasn’t a trap, still he kept his shotgun pointed at the door, so if she was bait for a trap, she’d be the first one to die.
When he stopped, she said “Please help us. We’ve been walking since 5 miles back. We were ambushed on the road and they tried to drag me out of the truck and rape me on the spot. Larry came out with his gun and shot all 3 of them, but took a round in the head before they died. Little Nicky is all I have left.”
“Where do you live?”
“We lived in an apartment in Southeast San Diego. When the first EMP went off, we just ran.”
“Do you have any relatives in San Diego?”
“I doubt if any of them survived.”
“I’ve got a couple of spare bedrooms if you want to stay with me for a while.”
Nichole looked at him. Steve wasn’t bad looking. Steve caught her look and said “I’m sorry, I don’t think you ever told me your name.”
“I’m sorry. It’s Nichole, Nichole Stevens.”
“Hi, I’m Steve Smith. Look if you want to stay with me, I wanted you to know I’m not expecting anything from you except you pull your own weight. I’m not expecting any sexual favors or anything.”
Her opinion of Steve went up a couple of notches, then she said “That’s funny, you don’t look gay!”
“Nichole, you’re a beautiful woman who’s just lost her husband, and survived an attempted rape. The last thing you need is for me to put a move on you. We’ll cross that bridge if and when we get there, but it will be totally up to you.”
Nichole smiled and said “Thanks Steve.”
He gave her several plastic liter bottles of water, and some snack food he got from the gas station, got little Nicky secured in his car seat in the back, and he drove back to his house in Warner Springs. He drove up the driveway, and nothing had been disturbed. Steve smelled smoke, and looking to the west, could see the sky was hazier than normal, and the sun was bright red despite it only being 3:00 in the afternoon, then he realized that the nuclear warheads must have started a firestorm in the densely packed urban and suburban areas of the county west of I-15. He hoped it didn’t spread much further east, or he’d have to find a new home, maybe back in Borrego Springs. He didn’t think the fires could cross 50 miles of desert. He parked the rig and started unloading it. He got fresh linens out for Nichole and Nicky, and showed her where she was going to sleep, and her own bathroom. She was glad for the privacy, and spent the rest of the afternoon laying in her bed crying. Once he got done unpacking, Steve made dinner, then they went to bed.
The next day, he went to check on his neighbor’s place. He was a doctor and lived in town, and the house in Warner Springs was a vacation house for him. Steve talked with him, and found out they were both into preparedness. Rick told him that if he didn’t make it back to the house, he should feel free to use anything in the house to help him survive. Steve had a key, and since it had been almost 2 weeks since the incident, and no sign of Rick, he was pretty sure he didn’t make it. He missed his friend, but was grateful for the supplies.
He walked back over to the house, and asked Nichole if she could help him move some stuff to their house. He explained his conversation with Rick, and the fact that he was probably dead since it was two weeks later, and no sign of him. Steve got the pickup started after replacing the starter on the huge V-8, and they drove it over to Rick’s place, and they loaded anything they could use into it. Even with the full-size bed, it took them most of the day, and 4 truckloads to move their stored food and supplies. Rick had a bunch of long-term storage food in his closet, and a pantry full of commercially canned food. What blew Steve away was Rick’s armory. He moved the light dresser and behind a false panel was a whole room full of guns, ammo, and gear. It took another whole trip to unload the armory and transfer it to Steve’s place. Nichole looked at Steve as if he’d suddenly grown 2 heads, and he realized Nichole was a Sheeple to the core and needed a major education.
“Nichole, sit down, I need to explain a couple of things to you. Those nuclear bombs probably wiped out 80-90% of the population of San Diego County. That includes the Police and everyone else you used to rely on to protect you. The only thing that stands between us and death from starvation, attack, or worse are these weapons. You’re going to have to learn to defend yourself, since I can’t always be there, or I might be busy fighting the rest of the Mutant Zombie Biker horde off. Civilization as we knew it is gone, maybe for good. Things will quickly revert to the law of the jungle, and unless we have enough firepower to fight off any attacker, and the will to use it, we might as well kill ourselves and save the wait. I can teach you how to defend yourself and survive, but I can’t give you the will to pull the trigger when you have to.”
Nichole’s green eyes flared “Wait a minute there Steve. I fought like a tiger to avoid getting raped.”
“Yeah and your husband still died. If you had been armed and had the will to use it, things might have turned out different. You can’t change the past, but you can try and keep it from happening again.”
Nichole burst out crying. Steve let her get it out. Finally when she was finished he said “I’m not blaming you Nichole, stuff happens. You weren’t raised with guns, and were probably socialized in school to think that they were evil. They’re not evil. They’re tools, just like a hammer. You can use a hammer to kill too.”
“Ok Steve, what do you want me to do?”
“You have to want it. I can’t force you to want to defend yourself and Nicky, but you have to realize the consequences of that training might result in you taking another human’s life, even if he is a total scumbag.”
“I’ll never let anyone hurt Nicky.”
“How are you going to stop them?”
Nichole’s mind hit a brick wall. She almost said she’d kill the SOB, then realized she didn’t know the first thing about guns, except what she saw on the TV and in the movies.
“Steve, can you help me?”
“Ok Nichole. First thing tomorrow, I’ll set up the range, and teach you how to shoot the AR-15, then one of the pistols, and finally a 12-gauge shotgun.” Steve knew Rick had a P-14 just like his, because they bought them together. Steve didn’t like the AR-15, and called it a “poodle shooter” but it would be the perfect carbine for a woman, especially a novice shooter. Rick had a Bushmaster HBAR AR-15 flat-top with a 3x9x40 quick-disconnect scope, and 20 20-round magazines in a tactical soft case. Rick also had 2 Benelli Super Black Eagle shotguns which Steve positively drooled over when he saw them. Rick had a surprise for them, he had ordered 2 spare 24-inch barrels for the black synthetic shotguns, and had a gunsmith cut them down to 20 inches and mount a ghost-ring rear sight on the receiver and a tritium front sight to replace the bead. The 28-inch barrel was left stock for wing shooting. The 20-inch barrel was meant for home defense, and Steve was sure it would work perfectly. He thought it was a crying shame to chop the barrel down on a $1400 gun, but Rick could afford it. Steve found 2 cases of 3" 00 Buck in the armory, and 1 case of rifled slugs. There were 4 cases of 5.56 NATO ammo, including 3 cases of 55gr FMJ ammo, and 1 of 55gr JHP Varmint ammo. The best score was 2 cases each of Corbon 200 gr. Flying Ashcan ammo and 230gr. FMJ practice ammo. One thing he didn’t understand was the case of 308 Match ammo. Rick didn’t own a .308 rifle. He had a 7mm Magnum he used for hunting. Steve was just glad to have the extra ammo. All he had on hand was 100 rounds of match ammo, and 200 rounds of practice ammo.
The next morning, Steve set up his ‘range’ which amounted to a folding card table and some pallets anchored on their side with a target stapled to it. He had 4 pallets: 1 at 15 feet, 1 at 15 yards, 1 at 50 yards, and 1 at 100 yards. First he showed Nichole everything there was to know about the AR-15. They moved over to the 50-yard line, and he got her into a good stable prone position, and had her dry fire until she could tell where the crosshairs were pointing as the trigger broke. He handed her a loaded 20 round magazine, and he could see her shaking like a leaf. He leaned over and said that it was OK, the rifle wasn’t going to jump up in full-auto and shoot everyone once she put the magazine in. She smiled and calmed down, so Steve moved back to the spotting scope. Her first round was right in the center of the 10-ring, but they were shooting at 50 yards. She followed his instructions to the letter, and tried to put the rest of the group in the same hole. She didn’t do badly for a beginner, and shot a 3-inch group that was high and right. He decided to leave her scope settings alone until her groups shrank and she switched to the 100-yard target, since she should be high at 50yds if her sights were properly set for 100 yards.
He handed her another magazine, and by the time she’d fired 200 rounds, her group size was down under 2 inches, and was steadily creeping in toward the x-ring. When she finished the last string, he said they should switch to the 100-yard line since the scope was really zeroed for the 100-yard line. When she laid down, she said she couldn’t see the target as clearly, so he had her crank the magnification up to 9x. With the scope at 9X, it was much easier to see the center of the X-ring than it was a 3x at 50 yards. Once she got set, she told Steve the crosshairs were wiggling all over the place. Steve said that was normal, since every little vibration in her body was transmitted to the rifle, which made the barrel and the scope wiggle. The 1" x-ring was invisible without a telescopic sight at 100 yards, so everything she saw was magnified 9 times, including her natural fidgetiness. If she wanted to shoot x-ring groups, she had to get her breathing and nervousness under control, if she were religious, she could try reciting the 23rd Psalm, or the Lord’s prayer, or otherwise she could try some deep breathing exercises. Either way, it should calm her down.
She was raised Baptist, so she knew the 23rd Psalm. She started reciting from memory “The Lord is my Shepherd...” By the time she finished, her scope image had settled down to oscillating around the X-ring. Steve told her that was excellent, and to do exactly what she did from now on. He told her in order to shoot through her wobble, she should squeeze the trigger when the crosshairs were on the way into the X so the trigger broke right before it crossed the center of the x, since it took a fraction of a second for the hammer to fall, the primer to ignite, and the powder to propel the bullet down the barrel. During that whole time, she could influence the path of the bullet. Once it left the barrel, it was on a ballistic arc to the target. She didn’t understand a word he said except “on the way in”, and her first round punched a clean hole right through the center of the X-ring. He didn’t say anything except “Ok, do it exactly that way again.” Her rifle cracked, and her second bullet was outside the x-ring in the 10-ring. She kept shooting, and Steve was proud of her. Most of her rounds stayed in the 10-ring or better.
When the gun locked open after the 20th round, she stood up with a big grin on her face. Steve stood up with his arms open, and she fell into his arms. He held her, and said “Great job Nichole. I was watching through the spotting scope, and it looked like you might have put all 20 rounds into a 2-3 inch group, and your first round was in the x-ring. If you’re OK, I’m going to get some B-27 body silhouettes and some orange stickers for you to practice shot placement. There are 2 spots on the human body you want to try and hit with that little rifle. If you nail them right above the bridge of the nose, it’s lights out, and Hasta la Vista Baby. That’s the best shot for a .22 caliber rifle. The next best spot is right through the heart. It won’t kill them as quickly, but they’ll be hurting big time, and not in much condition to continue the attack once their blood pressure drops.”
Nichole was taken aback until she remembered the whole point of this exercise wasn’t punching holes in paper, but punching holes in dirtbags who were out to hurt or kill her or her 2-year-old son. She thought of her husband Larry, and the scene at their broken down car where the two men ripped the passenger door open, dragged her out of the car, and were trying to tear her clothes off when Larry pulled a pistol from God knows where and started shooting. He wasn’t the greatest of shots, but he hit all 3 of the dirtbags with fatal hits. The 3rd managed to get his gun out, and with his dying breath cursed Larry and shot him in the head. Nichole screamed, and ran to the other side of the car, but she could see her husband’s head was blown all over the seats. She took little Nicky out of his car seat, converted it to a baby carrier, and took whatever food and water they had left in a shopping bag and started walking away from the scene down the road. It was a long lonely walk, and she was crying most of the way, mostly for her husband, partly for herself, and partly for her son, who’d grow up without a father if they survived. Twice she was so tired she wanted to lie down and die, but she knew if she gave up, her son was dead too. He was crying, she was crying, and she couldn’t comfort him. Finally she sat down, unbuttoned the buttons on her blouse that were still there, and offered her son her breast. He sucked at the proffered nipple even though she wasn’t lactating anymore. The sensations calmed them both down, and when he fell asleep, she put him back in the carrier, and buttoned up again. She was out of water, hungry and tired when she saw Steve’s truck and thought to herself that even getting raped would be preferable to both of them dying of thirst in the middle of the desert. Luckily Steve was a gentleman, gave them food and water, and a place to stay without demanding anything in return.
When Steve came back after posting the new target, she snapped back to the present. Somehow she knew that Steve was a good man, and would die saving their lives if he had to. Suddenly she didn’t want to lose him, and she knew that she’d have to become not only an excellent shot, but a decisive cold-blooded killer if necessary to keep Steve from dying protecting her like her husband Larry did. When she got back behind the scope, she could see the 2 orange dots on the black target that looked like the head and shoulders of a man. She remembered the face of the man that tried to rape her and killed her husband, and mentally put his face on the target as she squeezed the trigger, sending a round right through his forehead. She put 5 quick shots through his forehead before Steve touched her shoulder, breaking the spell. “He’s dead Nichole, time to switch targets.” She put the safety on the rifle, stood up and threw herself into Steve’s arms crying. Steve didn’t know what to do, so he held her while she sobbed hysterically. When she was done crying, he dried her tears, then she kissed him, and said “Thanks Steve.” Her kiss was like a bolt of electricity, but he didn’t push it any further. They spent the rest of the morning working with the AR-15.
They broke for lunch, then he handed her a P-14 just like his, and told her everything she needed to know to shoot a pistol, and the basic safety rules, modified for the current situation. Now the priority became killing the bad guy as quickly as possible, from as far away as possible, and forget about legal. He said if someone was armed, they were a threat. If they acted suspicious or threatening in any way, she was to shoot first and ask questions later. He had her dry fire 20 times pretending that she had a penny balanced on the slide as she squeezed the trigger. Her time with the rifle paid off, and she had the trigger squeeze down perfectly. He handed her a loaded magazine, and she slammed the mag home, grabbed the slide, and hauled it all the way to the rear and let it fly just like he showed her, then swept the safety up with her shooting thumb. He started her from low ready since she didn’t have a holster yet, but was pretty sure Rick had some somewhere, probably in that pile of gear on the floor. When she was ready, he stood back and to her left to avoid getting hit with flying brass. She brought the gun up, he shooting thumb snapping the safety down to “fire” and resting on it while she shot. Her first round went right through the center of the target, and you could cover her group with your hand. Steve was impressed, and moved her to the 15-yard target. She didn’t do as well, but her group stayed on the paper. Next he put up another B-27 with 2-inch orange dots over the heart and the forehead. He told her to put 2 rounds into the heart, then 1 in the forehead, and keep repeating it until the magazine was empty. 15 rounds later, the target had 10 rounds in and around the heart dot, and 5 rounds in and around the forehead dot. Steve was thinking to himself “Dr. Frankenstein, you’ve created a monster!”
They fired maybe 300 rounds through the pistol that afternoon, and he could see she was getting tired. They went back in the house, and after she fed Nicky, he showed her how to clean the rifle and the pistol and reassemble them. He told her that she’d learn to shoot the shotgun tomorrow. That evening, after dinner, Steve was laying in bed when his door opened and Nichole walked in. “Steve, I hoped you wouldn’t mind, but I can’t sleep alone anymore, can I sleep with you?”
Steve pulled the covers off her side of the bed, and as she laid down next to him, she kissed him and said “Make love to me please.”
Steve didn’t need to be asked twice.
Bookmarks