Birth of a raider.

[old bear]

Written before Y2-K did not happen, this short story was supposed to make people think about how easy it might be for some people to cross the "line" under stress, and how unprepared others might be for this.

Birth of a Raider
Three men, their faces showing several days growth of beard sat around a small, smokey camp fire. Their wives sat nearby, looking cleaner, if more sullen than the men. Several small children milled around the campsite, which consisted of five back packing tents and two sport utility "bug out" vehicles. They had camped near a small stream. Downed tree branches had provided enough wood for their fire, but by now they were having to go farther to gather wood. Empty food wrappers littered the area. It was supposed to be the job of the oldest children to dispose of these, but this had not been enforced. The men sat together and talked in low voices. They had expected that after some rioting in the inner city, things would be restored to normal. They had seen what had seemed like a reasonable amount of food (mostly MRE's) quickly diminish as the days went on and the news from their hand crank radio continued to be bad. Returning to their homes right now did not seem to be an option. This morning they had cooked and eaten the dog belonging to one of the families. Nobody had eaten enough. It was a small dog.
Ralph thought that they should approach a farmer and ask for food for their families. Steve and Dennis were not sure. Raised in the city, they had a unreasonable fear of rural folk. What if they shot first and ask questions after? They had at first tried hunting, but the area, once known for it's game, seemed devoid of wildlife. In three days that had managed to kill two squirrels and a blue jay. Lacking any better ideas, it was agreed that they would ask the closest farmer for food. Perhaps they could do some work to pay for it. Leaving the camp behind, they walked toward the farm that they had seen on their way in. Gasoline was now a premium item that they would not waste. At the edge of the woods they stopped to observe the farmhouse. " I don't think we should all go up there together". Ralph said. " No sense making the farmer nervous.". "Maybe you had better leave your rifle here too." Steve offered. "We can sort of cover you from here, if there is trouble." " There won't be any trouble." snapped Ralph. " I am just going to explain our situation and ask for a little food". Leaving his AR-15 with his friends, Ralph walked across the barren field towards the farmhouse. The old white farmhouse was well cared for and showed fairly new painting. As he drew nearer Ralph observed several large chickens wandering inside a fenced in area, with what he decided must be a chicken house attached. "Eggs!" thought Ralph. "They have so much, surely they will let us have some." he thought. When he had gone about as close as he thought was correct Ralph yelled " Hello. Anybody home?" A older man and two rather small dogs appeared from inside one of the buildings. The dogs began to bark and the man held a shotgun in his hands. Ralph's sudden fear began to subside when the man did not start firing immediately. The man walked towards Ralph who waited for him to get nearer, not wanting to have to shout. When they were about ten feet apart the farmer told Ralph to "turn around slowly". When Ralph wanted to know why, the farmer said it was so he could see if Ralph had a hidden gun. Ralph turned and the farmer looked. "This is stupid." thought Ralph. "If I did have a hide out gun, this old geezer would never know it". The farmer got right to the point. " This is my land and it is posted no trespassing and No hunting ". "What are you doing here and what do you want ". Ralph felt his anger rise . Why this old goat! I make enough money in six months to by and sell this too-bit farm, Ralph thought. Trying to keep his true feelings out of his voice, Ralph explained the situation and the need for food for their families. The farmer told him that he had to think of his family first and that they might not even have enough food put away for themselves. When Ralph pointed out the chickens and asked for just a couple of them, the farmer went into a tirade about his family needing enough food in case next year's crops did poorly and a lot of other stuff that simply made no sense to Ralph. By this time next year all the hardships would just be memories and the economy would be back on course. Ralph was not surprised that this dirt farmer would have almost no knowledge about how our interconnected system really worked. "Need food in case next year's crops did poorly”, what a crock of shit, thought Ralph. When Ralph tried to explain why things would be back to normal long before the crops of the next year could be important, the farmer just snorted and accused Ralph of not knowing where the food came from in the first place. During this conversation, Ralph and the farmer had been unconsciously moving closer together and had began to gesture more. When the farmer told Ralph that he simply could not give, sell, or trade him any food, because his family "might need it", Ralph went ballistic. He screamed that his family "did need" the food, right now, and not at some imagined time in the distant future! Advancing, Ralph got close to the farmer's face. The farmer took a couple of steps backward and raised his gun menacingly. "You get off my land right now. Get and don't come back." he yelled, with the veins bulging in his forehead. From the wood line Steve and Dennis could hear the sound of voices, occasionally rising in anger, but could not make out many of the words. All Steve knew was that the farmer had raised his gun. Ralph decided that he had used the wrong approach. He should not have belittled this man's fears, no matter how unfounded they really were. Based on his poor education, this man was doing the best he could to understand events that were hopelessly beyond him. As Ralph opened his mouth to speak, a shot sounded from the woods. Ralph actually could hear the sickening, slapping sound the bullet made. He saw the look of surprise come into the farmer's eyes for a split second, before the man grabbed his chest and pitched over backwards, fertilizing his fields with his own blood.
Steve claimed that he was sure the farmer was about to shoot Ralph and had only shot to protect him. Ralph had to admit that the shotgun had been more or less pointed at him and the old man had been awfully upset. For some reason, he would never later understand, Ralph picked up the farmer's shotgun and the three of them walked towards the house. They could never later recall when or how the decision was made not to leave any witnesses behind. The eleven year old girl was the hardest. After that it just got easier.

[Anne in TN]

old bear,

What a well written story. Makes one think hard about what TEOTWAWKI will really do to folk's behavior.

If someone came to me for food, I would have to let my husband take care of protecting us as I am terribly afraid of guns. My heart would tell me to give the families food. Yet, where would it stop? I feel like those folks would just run all over me anyway and force me to give up everything to them. I feel as though I must over come my fear of guns somehow someway. Then again, I don't want to kill people who are hungry. What a terrible dilemma!

I would like to think that most folks would not become so violent and thoughtless to others.

Anne

[old bear]

During the second world war, some Russian scientests were keeping a repository of rare seeds. They wnated to keep the seeds for mankind, because if the common vartiety of plants were attacked by desease the seeds under their care might hold the answer to over coming it. Nobody had enough to eat. People were starving, including the Russian scientests. Some of them actually starved to death, surrounded by all the valuable seed. One said that if they ate just a little of the seed, they thought that they could not stop until it was all gone. I mention this to show that most people are NOT going to become raiders, but will remain decent people even if it means their own death. There are some humans that are not decent people even now. i do not expect fro them to suddenly change for the good either. Then there is the majority that would, like a stray dog keep coming back for more food as long as people would give it out. This is one problem with givine people food. Give them food and tell them to leave? This might work if they had someplace to go. My step daughter has a deep fear of guns also. This is not too unreasonable. Guns were designed to kill something. Game or people. Target practice is just practicing for what they were designed for.